an amazing new song

schizophrenia 

by the one and only : Doaa ElSebaii

By our one and only diva and rising star Doaa ElSebaii talking about our personalities and how they can be as different as two sides of one coin and the ups and downs in our personalities comes a song called " schizophrenia" ; the lyrics are so relatable. Every word in is just us. This song got a melody of the west and the lyrics of the east mixing two worlds together it a beautiful harmony . The song translation of the words and everything hope that you like it 

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Human Marionette 

have you ever seen

a marionette crying

or having a broken heart ?

have you ever heard

the cries of a wooden doll

its whines and  woes?

well it's my daily scene

just by looking in the mirror

in the reflexion of watery eyes

yes i can walk and move

but thanks to some cords

i am a human marionette

never thought that it exists

but now i am a living proof

before i have never felt the cords

but they are tightening up

and that made them clear

thought that i was free to feel

also to speak out loud

but i just realised that 

my words are theirs 

my feelings aren't mine

and my freedom is just a game

i am a human marionette 

just a wooden doll

a toy for them

to move form now and then

and to throw if not in need 

just a doll a toy a human marionette

but i will cut the cords 

i will declare my self

as a human being once again 

free from their restriction

free from their control 

i will gain my self again

so i won't be a doll a toy a marionette

i will be a human being 

free to act

free to speak

just free to be 

life 

living in  an

unstable world

that is just like a swing

could reach the sky 

or just stay down

it may  bring you a smile 

or break you down to tears 

nothing is known

nothing is assured 

life rocking like a swing 

and that make us wonder 

about an unknown  future 

that is swaying  helpless

like a dead yellow leaf 

in winter's cold storms 

but after all

we can't just escape

doomed to walk down one  way 

 forced to play the game

to put the pieces together

 to have a full puzzle

the puzzle of life 

even if the cost 

is everything we have 

or even what we are 

a marvelous painting 

telling about a marvelous  painting
that today i came across
not done by human hands
or colored by normal brush
it's above all human powers
above all the arts that we may know
it's the art that only god can create
the crystal blue of  the sea
hitting the gray old mountain
when different shades of blue
met the the gray old mountain
from above embracing it
as  a continuity of the sea's color
can't help but stay amazed
in front of this beauty
admiring this marvelous art
what's more fascinating
is the little touch of black
that dyed the sky gradually
making the tired orange sun melt
to the depths of the dark sea
saying goodbye for the living
and welcoming the moon
in to it's silver shinning  chair
so what a beauty !
what a painting!
that only god is able to make

stop the blame stop the hate
for a while stop the glares
stop differentiating humankind
that's a popular he is a king
that's anonymous and will stay
living together on same ground
but trying to deny that as well
can't we just for once be a unit ?
millions of hearts full of love ?

stop the blame stop the hate
for a while stop the glares
stop classifying all mankind
try to walk just a mile
in each others shoes
then you will appreciate
them just being there
so can't we once be a unit ?
millions together holding hands ?

 stop the blame stop the hate
for a while stop the glares
stop distinguishing all mankind
try to treat the rest
the just how you want to be treated
give them a chance to speak their mind
so we can be a finally a unite
millions of hearts full of love
millions holding hands all the way

What if? What if?

Question that is killing

Every sense that I still have

Maybe If I did

Maybe if I said

Maybe if I didn't

Maybe if I didn't say

How can my life be?

If it happened the other way

Can’t help but wonder what if?

Happy of the way my life turned up

But these questions are always here

Just keep on popping even in dreams

What if? What if?

A question that is hunting

What if I was?

What if I haven’t?

But have to stay strong

Because the most significant

Is my future and the coming ifs

Because the past is just gone

And way too done

But tomorrow is there

And yet to come

So even if these ifs

Are here I won't just care

And the future will be

My one and only care

May I say that

I'm deeply in love

not with a person

But with a feeling of joy

Finally can touch the light

After being for so long  in the dark

Family gathering

 smiles and laughs
I am in love with this  freedom

Finally can touch the wide sky

After being caught for all so long

All of the people saying congrats

Now I feel like the burden is gone

In love with the sound of the word

This seven letter word just made my summer  
gave a meaning to my hard work
to the sleepless nights that i had 
to the many tears that i shed 
finally i'm happy again 
can proudly say that 
now my summer finally starts