meeting him tomorrow 

maybe for the last time

my heart is torn 

can't even sleep 

my  best friend changed

afraid of tomorrow

him becoming a stranger

his voice cold as ice

being around him 

became weird

 who to blame ?

praying that time will stop

because i'm not sure

that i'm ready to lose 

to lose my best friend 

the one that gave my life a meaning 

scared from tomorrow
can you blame ?
having nightmares
just over stressed

scared from the future
don't ask why ?
how can i be sure
while next minute is mystery


scared from life
can't control !
hate surprises
while life is a surprise




   

an overburdened soul

dying needing air

trying to escape its role

forced to life as a whole

writing its misery with coal

in its face sadness is a mole

tried to do a damage control

but life made it a laughing stock 

that is my soul 

can't breath need air 

 making education the basic of life as a whole

my words  are blurring as if written with coal

fear in my life is  a permanent mole

need to learn how to control 

before i become a laughing stock 

The sky was dotted

The moon appeared

Silence surrounded

That may denoted

That peace overwhelmed

angles hugged the world

protecting it from hatred

but in the darkness that surrounded

lays a soul that is scared

from  the  hypocrisy that is spread

a smile could be a weapon

a lie can be the truth

promises that has no end

so in this silence that is deadly

it could lay peace but also hatred

man will never know the truth

because reality is deceptive

promise 

finding happiness

i will try

being joyful

all day long

that's a promise

form now on 

a bit crazy

i can be

singing loud

just being me 

that's a promise

from now on  :)

                 

ruins of a dream

real princess

happy dreams 

pink castle

cheerful stories 

having always 

prince charming

lasting love

all of that 

was crushed

by reality

shedding tears

over ruins 

of so called 

happy ending 

• SILENCE 

silence is an attitude 

silence is deep 

silence is stronger

than words can be

silence is gold 

silence is avowed 

as the mother of truth

a hard argument to refute

 silence is the herald of joy 

not like unmeaning words 

how am i ??

                                                

 the climate is stormy  so am i 

wind is blowing very strong  

emotions that don't go along 

avoiding to answer how am i ?

looking for a what how and why ?

there is no cue even if i try

laughing but wanting to cry 

i'm OK that's a lie

SO HOW can i tell you ?

HOW AM I ?

without I even know 

HOW I AM ?

poisoned

going to give up

poison is getting in my veins

slowly feeling the pain

taking my last breath

not trying to struggle

boredom is way too strong 

the taste of life is gone

so here i'm saying bye

can't move  can't feel

can't hear the clock 

has the time stop ?

the bane surrounded me

boredom is way too strong

spreading in my veins

just like a poison

leaving me a body without a soul

change

black was my color 

but his eyes i adored 

his deep brown orbs

were what changed 

black to brown

i adored white roses 

a purple lily he gave me

since then i grew fond of them

that what changed

a rose to a lily

loved to hear pop

but his favorite was hip hop 

slowly i change all my tapes 

that what changed

 my music to hip hop

used to think of now

but after i met him 

him and i became a we 

so future became bright 

and that what changed 

now to the future

the start of the end 

the morning breeze 

the yawning sun 

the white clouds 

should be a sign 

of something new

of the so called 

a new start !!

sounds of birds 

the blossoming trees

the glittering dew

some child's laugh

should be a hint

as they  say

of a new chance 

but for me 

life is the same

no change no turn

time making us old

soon reaching the end 

how can i escape ?

the sun may come out 

or sleep on a bed of clouds

the moon may appear 

and sit on silver chair

but for me 

there is no change 

lost every feeling 

just hanging on

becoming depressed 

waiting for the end 

with this new start 

power of words 

words cut harder then knifes

stabbing the soul 

leaving permanent scars 

may seem just as a bunch of letters 

but their damage is huge 

may end a life 

may start an other 

may build dreams 

may end others 

words are a weapon 

that must be wisely used

and must keep in mind 

that we can't all handle

these bullets  made of words 

trapped 

trapped between reality and dreams

one is suffocating me

the other is hypnotizing 

between the sweetness  and bitterness

my tired effortless body lays

thinking i cannot help thinking

what should i choose ??

should i hide in my pink castle

or fight what is real ??

to live in my own paradise 

or throw my self in harsh hands of reality

tell me what should i do because 

i'm lost between reality and dreams 

Sing out loud till you reach the sky
Just shine in the light
Dream all day and night
speak your mind let the fear die

sing about everything old or even new
spread happiness across the world
just never doubt a word
make sure that dreams can be true

make a wish about everything in mind
don't over think any thing no more
do whatever you love and  adore
just bring hope to all mankind

your words made me suffer
but your silence cut me deeper

you are too controlling
but without you i'am dying
i need you to be here
cause losing you is all i fear
you have to understand
that my life could end
when you just say :
" i'm walking away "

he was way too fake
and that made her heart ache
her help what he wanted to take
because she made him awake
as soon as he was done
he said known her was fun
he crushed her heart
and turned to her  friend
now they are together
so she is forced to smile
just for everyone's sake
but whenever she away
tears roll down her face
blaming herself
for a lost love
for a lost best friend
and for lost dreams

less then a group more like a family
maybe way  too different
but  completeing each other
always laughing even out of the blue
dancing singing all day long
 building lasting memories
making every minute count
so we're not a group but we're family
helping one another in time of need
maybe we knew each other just for months
but we became a family in mater of days

trying to survive 

trying to live 

just to keep up 

tiredness is killing me

i'm just overwhelmed 

time is suffocating  me

but have to be strong

to achieve my dreams

and just to be proud

to be able to say 

"i'am who i'am"

to the world out loud

our discussions are short

our words are lost 

our cheeks turning red

every time we met 

this can be misread 

they are saying it's adorable 

and just young love

but how can they judge 

without asking us 

staying silent 

not knowing how to act 

they want us to be in love

how can they judge ????!!!

they cut our words 

just middel  in 

then they say it's love

they make us blush

then they say how cute 

so leave us alone 

and just let us be

يخلدون حياتهم

فتتعدد الأوراق

لتصبح كتبا

لكني اخطأت التقدير

فما ان بدأت انا

حتى بكى قلمي 

وأجهش كتابي

حتى هذا الجماد 

شعر بألمي

فأنا اشتاق للماضي

و احترق بنار الحاضر 

خيرت الشكوى للجماد 

فأصبح حبر قلمي دمعا

و لطخت اوراق كتابي

فهل علي التوقف؟

ان انقطع عن الكتابة 

!حتى ارحم ذاك الجماد

can't escape reality

trapped in a tunnel
a deep dark one
where there is no air
no light , no end
just  hearing voices
of people hurting
and someone weeping
i'm hearing also a clock
so time is running
but there is no change
i lost the meaning of life
so here i'am trapped
laying in a dark tunnel
waiting for my doom 

when i was young i hated you

when i grow up you i fell for you 

used to throw my toys 

to mock the way i talk 

because you were two years older 

but now you became my life

i used to hate you when i was younger 

but when i grow up you became my everything

used to boss me around

the reason was being older 

 now you're the one keeping me alive 

you give my life a meaning

so sorry for hating you when i was young

because now you are my everything 

our story is written
not on papers and books
but it's in the stars
to be together is fate
to be in love is destiny
but even if we leave
lovers will consider our story
a never fading love 

يقولون لي اتحتفلين؟

اتقيمين حفل ميلادك العشرين

لكن معهم حق فهم عن الحقيقة غافلون

هم عن الهدية التي تلقيتها ساهون

 خسرت من تعلقت به بجنون

رحل من اعتبرته اعز انسان 

فبما احتفل قولوا لي؟

بذكرى مريرة؟

بمن رحل؟

ام علاقة بترت ؟

the rose 

your first gift to me was a rose 

even if you left  

i'm keeping it 

it lays between the papers of my book
every petal holds a memory 

a souvenir written in blood

the blood of two broken hearts 

we changed and drifted apart 

even the flower shed tears 

weeping upon our doomed relationship

but that was our fate 

so what can we ? 

we couldn't change a thing 

 so here lays the rose in my book 

dying slowly telling about us 

the meaning of life 

i found out what life means 

it's about caring without overdoing it 

a smile that will light up the world

a crazy memory that won't be forgotten

a thousand picture that will last 

so make every hour count 

enjoy life as much as you could

keep it simple and relax 

and dream without limits 

happy to press the play-button
but the game will never stop
life is becoming a trap
a dirty game to play or win
in it everything is authorized
and the only question there
is how many coins do you have ?
like it or not money is power
money is prosperity even greatness
what about feelings kindness and love ?
sorry to say they didn't pass level one
all of them suddenly trapped
they were also abolished by all humankind
Man said they're useless and vain
according to him money is the only way
but that's not true we have to wake up
to press the replay button if we still have a chance
cause we're killing each other
driving one an other insane
dead bodies around us corps all over the map
the smell of death everywhere we go
wake up humankind we have to make a move
make life a trap of happiness instead of a hell
to feel welcomed on this earth rather than rejected
to love each other just the way we are
live in harmony in peace in serenity
that's how life should be so let's start to change
begin a new chapter in the book of life
a chapter called happily ever after 

يقولون عن الحب خمرة

يظنون ان العشق جنة

يعتقدون ان الحب اساس الحياة

حتى تقودهم مشاعرهم للمقبرة

متى سيدركون انها خدعة 

و ان كل ما عرفوه عن الحب مهزلة

يؤمنون بأن اساسه تضحية

 و لايعرفون انهم هم الضحية

واقعون تحت تأثير عيون عسلية

او ابتسامات في ظاهرها بريئة

حتى تتحول تلك العيون لمحرقة

و تلك الابتسامات لكذبة

فلتدركوا ان الحب فخ الحياة

ولعنة نصبت من بداية الانسانية

وباول خطوة خطاها بني ادم على الكرة الارضية

never say never 

never give up on life 

life is journey

a journey that is short

short for nagging and waiting 

waiting for anything 

anything that can make you regret 

regret that you are here

here and trying to survive 

survive from evrything 

everything that is surrounding 

surrounding and suffocating you

you should always be free

and smile as long as you have teeth :)

                                goodbye for good

                                             i held your hand as long as i could

                                            but now i'm leaving so goodbye for good

                                             i don't regret knowing you even if i should

                                             won't forget our tree in the wood 

                                            the memories we shared since childhood 

                                            now everything has changed so we're doomed 

                                            can't run to you even if we're not in a crowd 

                                            living in the same neighborhood

                                            but somehow in a different world 

                                            it hurts  knowing you're just down the road 

                                            but we have to let go and not be bull-headed 

                                             to stop adding salt in each others wound

                                             so this is my letter to you to say goodbye for good